Hell yes. I need to be productive this holiday. (Emphasizing) Productive as in from the educational POV. One more month to go before I become a Form Five, and that is truly depressing and distressing. I'm dreading it. But so what? We're all gonna face it whether we like it or not, but right now, we're hiding from the reality-ness of it. I'm avoiding it, avoiding the feeling that I'm gonna have my SPM so fucking soon and settling myself in a blissful but intentional ignorance. Sigh, because I'm just human.

But (the very big fat "but") I have to be productive whether I like it or not. Start revising now or I'll have to study like "ki-siao" in order to catch up with everything next year. Don't throw the "You're so rajin" words at me. I somehow don't think that the words sound like a compliment, but rather something that I dislike hearing. Maybe it's my problem? I don't know.

Plannings? I don't think I'll draw up a plan because I know I won't follow it. Everything depends on my mood, I guess. This is not very good, huh? Whatever it is, I would not abandon

1) My blog
2) Shopping (In need of shoes, bags, jeans, casual-but-nice clothes...and more)
3) My books (Currently reading The Time Traveler's Wife, good one) and magazines (IFeel, Newtide, Cleo)
4) My dramas (Currently : My Queen) slash movies (Everything that are released)
5) Dancing (Hip Hop's great for me)

Apart from the first item, I guess those were the things which kept my busy for the past few days. Oh, the holiday life ahead. =]

To see my dearest lo po zai aka Wong Li Teng, I asked mummy to fetch me to Mashi's... =] We slacked there for awhile (Plan to cook spaghetti failed) and then after lunch we went over to Moi's to play Wii and entertain ourselves.


When we reached there, took out our lappies almost at once and bragged Moi for an external plug. (Like operating on a secret mission? Haha :))



You know who is this, obviously, =3



Leng and Moi. (I love Melbourne ; I love Langkawi)



Ghia and Teng playing Wii.



I don't know what were they doing.



Lo po zai and me! *Hearts*



Which is better, with or without specs? =)



Messy table...



The busy bodies =D



Ghia watching House. (Cute expression, no?)



Lyn peace!



Why isn't she looking here?



Show your drinks!



Everyone with Wii acting as background.



Chang Vs Moi in Wii. Who's stronger?



Chang Vs Moi in SDO.



For Ghia and Leng :)



For Mashi and Teng (Don't rape her ah!)



Boo!



Moi made me post my "geeky" look here =[


It was around 5 and mommy called Mashi because there's something wrong with my phone. (No network coverage or something -___-) Went home with Gossip Girl Season 1 and 2 and Goh Ee Leng have so many movies and dramas to give me :D

If you're me, you'll have this experience which I experienced.

I study for my examinations, of course I do. If my grades are good, it meant effort. I really did put in hard work to achieve the grades. However, there are people who said to me "Aiyahh you no need study also can get A one lah!", and when I heard that, I denied it because it was not true! I don't think I'm clever, and undoubtedly, I'm far far away from being a "genius". But I'll admit that my memory is quite good as I can memorize things well. But hello! I'm not a genius! I'm not born to get good grades. It's all the effort I've put in!

It is a normal thing to wish your friends good luck before the exam starts. I put on a smile and wish my friends the best of luck, hoping that all of us will score well. There are people who, when they heard that somebody was wishing me good luck, said that "You no need luck one lah! You so clever sure can score lah!". My feelings when I heard that were a mixture of disappointment, sadness and anger. It doesn't feel good to see that people judge me because of my grades. Yes, my grades are better then some of them but it doesn't mean I don't need luck. I am just the same with you as I too need luck for examinations! There is no such thing that said successful people do not need luck because everyone need luck. Maybe our only difference is the amount of effort we put in, that is all. Everyone of us have to understand that, how much you get in return depends on how much hard work you put in.

After the examinations, we all get our results. The thing is like that, I aimed to get 90 marks and above for my...let's say chemistry. You aimed to get 75, which is an A for your chemistry. When the results came out, I got 80 and you got 60 for the chemistry paper. You were disappointed. I was disappointed. But when I told you that I was not happy with my marks, you told me that "Eh, you got 80 leh! You still want to complain! Look at mine lah!". I kept quiet after listening to what you said. Yes, my 80 was definitely higher than your 60, but, don't you realize that I was also disappointed because I did not get what I had aimed? We felt the same because both of us did not get what we wanted, so why can you say you were disappointed and I could not say that?!

But no, I kept quiet because I don't want people to think that I got something better and still wanna complain about it. I don't mean to complain about it, nor being ungrateful for what I've got, and no and no and no I did not look down on you.

I had been feeling this since I-don't-know-when. The "people" and "you" I mentioned above did not intend any offense nor referring to any specific person. It was purely general which helped in describing the experience, but it is true that the "people" really exist.

Bad luck. Bad mood. Bad timing. Bad everything.

#1 Could not go to Mines on Sunday ; Could not attend Lavin's wedding. Reasons? Booked photo shoot from morning to evening and dinner function at night. What a fucking coincidence.

#2 Big huge gigantic humongous acne below my mouth. It is darn painful.

#3 Connect #1 and #2 : I have photo shoot leh and I have humongous acne leh! -__-
(Mom : They will make till your face smooth smooth one lah!
Me : I know ah but still! Argh.)

These three things are enough to destroy my smiley mood. =[ How come ah?!

I want a career, not a job;
I want happiness, not smiles;
I want to feel the dance, not just dance;
I want to melt in the words, not just read;
I want to remember the tastes, not just eat;
I want to imprint the world in my eyes, not just see;
I want to keep Love in my heart, not just love;
I want to live, not just being alive;
I want to be myself, not just find myself;

and I'm keeping my hopes up.

It was dinner and Demon and I were chit chatting as usual when we suddenly talked about how will we manage the school if we were the Headmaster. The conversation was about these :

#1 Only students who can pass the entry test will be accepted. And, of course, the test is not what you call "Kacang Putih" because we'll only have students who want to study and can study. Hence, students who only "Play Play" and have serious discipline problems will not be accepted.

#2 Weekly assembly will be change to monthly assembly instead. I don't see the point of having assembly every week when you can just place announcements on a notice board for all students to view. For prize giving and other special events, they can be held out monthly because it will suffice. Also, students will be allowed to SIT during assembly, so are the teachers. Furthermore, when the national anthem is played, those who does not wish to sing will not be forced to sing, plainly because people can love their country even if they don't sing, and you can't make a person to love his country by forcing him sing, so why must everyone sing?

#3 School uniforms will be made in a way so that students will not have to tuck in their shirts. Hence, this annoying and pointless rule will be crossed out.

#4 Students will be allowed to bring hand phone to school. I don't get why hand phone is banned. What if there's an emergency? If you say parents can contact the office and then the office will convey the message, then compare to this :It will be much more easier if parents can contact their child straight away. Next, if you say there will be problems where hand phones will get stolen, and students will not pay attention in class because they are busy with their hand phones.... Then re-read the above #1, because if we were the Headmaster only students who are serious about their studies will be accepted, hence they will not fool around with their hand phones in class when teachers are teaching. But well, let's say if students DO play with their phones or are texting in the class, but they still can score well in exam, then what's the problem with a student who can multitask?

#5 We won't force students to clip(girls) or cut(boys) their hair. This is one of the famous issue in our school. Okay, our point of view is, if the students want to have fringes, no matter if it is long or it is covering their eyes...so what? They can study, so why do you care so much about the appearances when they like their hair to be like that? Of course, I'm not saying they can dye their hair or for boys to have hair way past their shoulders. This is inappropriate already and of course we'll have a limit to that.

#6 Short socks are allowed. Yet another issue in our school for girls. What, tell me what is wrong with girls who wear short socks? I don't even care if students don't wanna wear socks at all. It's their problem if they want their shoe to smell... As long as students wear their school shoe, it's alright already.

#7 Shorts can be worn during Physical Education period. Hah, definitely, because I don't see it as offending, as long as asses are not shown.

#8 There will be no such thing as "You cannot speak other languages apart from blah blah." If you say you want to train students to use and master the language, yes, you can do that when you're having the class. For instance, an English teacher can ban his students to speak other languages apart from English DURING the class. So, when there's no Language classes, students will be free to speak whatever language they wish, be it Chinese, Hokkien, Hakka, Hindu, Tamil...etc etc. We think this is a better idea because through knowing people who speak different languages, you learn to respect their language and thus, respect their race and culture. And, students can even learn more languages!

#9 Fancy watches and spectacles are allowed. Well, why not? As long as the watches do not have spikes which will make other people bleed or something of that kind, then it's OK what... If the watches and spectacles got stolen, the responsibility is solely the student's.

#10 Coloured contact lenses are allowed! Say yes because what is wrong with students wearing coloured contact lenses? It doesn't disturb the study process. Any colour will be okay except for white, as it's quite disturbing to only see a person's pupil.

#11 The dynamic thing of all is, if any parents file complaints, like, how come your school's students leave their hair as they like? How come student can bring hand phone to school? How come .... ? The solution is, if you don't want your child to have fringes covering their eyes, or wearing shorts to school, or bringing hand phone to school, just report to us. We will solve your problem by making sure your child doesn't do this and that by monitoring your child and the rule will only go by YOUR child. If other parents do not have problems with the things stated above, then we won't change the way we manage. ;)


If there's a school which manage like this, I'll definitely sign up to study there. =D

Yeah, days do fly.
On Friday, I dropped in at Mashi's house to slack. We planned to watch a movie and I had a stack of DVDs (Yes lah it's pirated but it's my brother's) to choose from.

Warning : Picture heavy post. I'm not kidding. Enjoy, though =)


This is the cute Summer. Her fur turned fairer after being a "naked-mole-rat". She looks prettier with fair fur! (Yes moi it's cuter =D)



Yay she posed for me!



I was reading something from Mashi's lappy and Summer kept licking my feet which was very itchy. So I put her on top of the printer for awhile.



Summer don't sad lahh later I take you down...



What was she doing there?



This is so cute =D. Ladylike huh?



Mashi and I were busy with our lappies and Summer finally fell asleep.



Webcammed with Moi. He was so vain, as usual. (Don't touch the make-ups ah!)



He drew this and showed us. Bitch ;D!



This was how Mashi played Cooking Dash. I was just beside her, playing the same game. (If you caught up with our Tweets then you'll know)



Mashi and me.



I don't know what Mashi was doing there. Summer asleep on my lap.



Fur Ball woke up.


After I complained that I was hungry and after Mashi fed me (Spaghetti) we finally decided on watch a movie. We chose Knowing since it came out very long ago and both of us missed it. (We should watch outdated movies together again xD)


Played the movie in Mashi's lappy as her screen's bigger.


The movie was kinda disappointing. It was thrilling at the beginning but towards the middle part and the end, it seemed a little pointless. We thought they would decipher a code or something to prevent the disaster from happening but the world ended, burnt. Only the "Chosen One" survived. -____- We should have played Cooking Dash.

Went home after finishing the movie and then went to a charity dinner function again. Well, at least FunFun was there. =)


Outfit for the dinner.



And guess what? Demon broke my mirror. I was stunned and I witnessed the mirror fell down and broke into pieces. Thank you so much lor!



Finally reached the destination. Dad always complained that we took ages to get changed and all that. We are females and it IS natural for us to take time to dress up ourselves...



Demon with FunFun.



FunFun and me. Love her. <3



Demon and Mommy.



Demon and Choco. (The lighting was yellowish. ew)



Bright bright. I accidentally spilled the wax and when it came in contact with my hands it froze instantly. It was quite painful but the pain was brief. I had to peel of the wax from my hands. Haha.



Spilled wax on the table. So free to carve my nick there. =D


The dinner ended at around 10.30pm and we went home after that, feeling completely exhausted and lethargic.


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The next day was our school's Talent Time. Mashi came to my house and then Mommy fetched us all to school. She stayed there with us because we said we must save petrol! =D


It had already started when we arrived. Alice in Wonderland play.



This was the Chinese play, supposed to be "Journey to the West" but they modified it and it became "Journey to Seri Suria". The play was hilarious as they put in the elements of humor. Not bad, at least it caught my attention and got me laughing.


And, Silver Flair, good performance, but it'll be better if you guys are more synchronized. Keep up =)


Ghia followed us home and we went to KFC for lunch. Poor dearie had sore throat and cough and the only thing she can eat was mashpotato. I don't wanna see any more pimples popping out so I ate that too.



Dear and I.



Mashi and Dear.



Smokin' Hot Pack. Can see cannot eat!


While waiting for Demon and Mommy to bring the food....













Don't laugh okay, we did it out of boredom and amusement. =D



Mashpotato.



Charged Rm1 for extra cheese? Yummy.



Shared between Mashi, Dear and Choco.



This picture MUST be taken! Why? Because I was taller than Mashi! (Ignore the heels lah pretend it was not there =P)



Mommy, Demon and I. Love ya.



You know kidS lahhh.



She looked like she was from another planet, with UFO. *Laugh*


Went home later, after filling up our stomachs (Mostly with mashed potato). Mashi and Ghia helped me to clear all my things from my dressing table and cupboard because a new set would be arriving on that day. Initially, I only wanted a bigger cupboard because I could not fit all my clothes into the old one anymore. But if I don't want the dressing table and bed frame as well, it was not worth it. Hence, Mommy decided to just buy the whole set. Good for me =)


Old cupboard. It was messed up with the Glow-In-The-Dark stickers I stuck.



Old dressing table. Stickers everywhere... Aiya, youth mah =P



Old bed frame. Wuuu I'm gonna part with youuu..


After we cleared everything and temporarily placed it outside of my room, Mashi helped me to stick my Glow-In-The-Dark stars on my ceiling. Thank you! =D


Pose motherpants!



Mashi, me and the stars.



Pro mommy helped me to divide the double-sided tape and we stuck it on the stars (Oops, and moons).






Mashi preparing to work.



Working...(Not I bad direction giver lah is you don't know the direction!)



Peace!



She pose only lah.



Time to dismember my bed frame!



Behind bars.



Join us? =D



My naked bed.



They thrash everything on my study table.



What's that expression?



Finally my cupboard came. *gasp*



White is pretty.



Pink and purple.



New dressing table. Love it.



My first picture with the mirror.



Us ;D



New bed frame. Muahahha.



Thank you Mashi!


Too bad Mashi went home earlier and she was lucky to escape from being my "slave" for the day to arrange back all my clothes and stuff. Let me tell you, if you want any help regarding this kind of stuff, do not find Koh Ghia Huei. She will not be of any use to you because she'll steal chocolates from your fridge (if she's not sick) and then do nothing. =P

This is the Senior 4 Joy of year 2009. Well, we think we're fun but some of the teachers thought we were complete failures compared to the 4 Joys of the previous years. Some of the teachers were also prejudiced against us. Their impression to 4 Joy was of "smart", "the leading class" and maybe "better than the students from other classes". What ground do they stand to mark us as what they thought we were?

Although we are in 4 Joy, it does not mean that we must be the smartest and have the best self discipline or something of that sort! It also does not mean that our results must be in your terms of "excellent"! And, not all bad students go to the Arts class. Don't label us according to the class we are in and don't be biased or prejudiced against it, I fervently thank you.
(This is of no offense to any specific teachers, I'm just being general with my expressions, but it's still true)

Well anyway, I hope there will be no changes in the classes next year because I love my class. We're just a bunch of crazy people and thanks to Motherpants aka Mashi, we kept all the memories by means of pictures. (Yes, we have loads and loads of them! =D)

Today was just another day which I regretted going to school at all. If not for Mr. Paneer's so called "PeKA", I will not be present in school. It turned out to be just an "experiment". -___- Hence, the time of the day was killed by playing nothing but Poker Cards. We mostly played "Cho Dai Di" and Mr Tan even played with us in the morning. He also showed us Belinda's picture. *Laughs. You should see his expression, and sometimes he was darn evil about poor Belinda!* (Belinda is his girlfriend)

I swear I am not going to school for tomorrow or Friday. Maybe I'll hop to Mashi's on Friday if Mom is okay with fetching me there. We will just be slacking around and maybe have a movie or something. The point is, I wanna see my Goddaughter! =) (It is believed that Summer dreamed about me and went excited about it =P)



Mashi you remember I said I wanna show you something online? This was what I meant. The handphone thingie you gave me, well, one of the leaf came off. Uh, no! I DID not pluck it off. I have no idea why it came off by ITSELF. (And no I did not throw the portion of leaf away)


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Uh. Yes. I wanna watch this because I've just finished the book. Ben Barnes is extremely suitable for being Dorian mainly because he HAS the look! =D Yun said it is not released yet in Malaysia but see see see the poster it said 090909! =(
When can I watch it? Anticipating...


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Initial plan was to go out for movie with baby and then continue my day at Eliza's house. The first part of the plan worked out well but the second part was terminated. The Parents said I have to make sure my ass stays in The House after 6pm. Sorry Liza, I could not make it. =( But I've gotten you a pressie and I hope you will like it, cus' personally I think it is awfully cute =D.

The dark side of the day was that I could not go to Liza's party but the bright side of the day was my long-ago-wished-for wish coming true. Demon and I had a double date in Jusco and well, it was fun =D. Firstly, her handsome came late because he had guitar class to attend and because of this situation, I had to -ahem- sacrifice my wish to watch Poker King which starts at 11.30am and watch Fourth Kind instead, which was starting at 12.30am so that I could accompany her. And well, I am not the evil kind who would leave my sister waiting alone! Therefore, Demon became a "light bulb" which shines for about an hour. Haha =P.


Fourth Kind was, creepy. It was about non-human intelligence (aka alien) and the movie was based on real research and studies. There were real recordings and the story in the movie was true. However, there were still no prove that aliens did really descend on or invade Earth. Overall, the movie made me feel that aliens do exist, but it was not a scary or horrifying movie but some of the scenes were a little disturbing, adding on to the fact that they were real recordings.

After the movie we went to Hong Kong Food and Tea to have lunch together. "Together" as in the Four of us. =D. The boyfriends said they don't mind while Demon and I were, well, can we say we were elated? While we were eating, I could not imagine how Mom will react if she caught us there...


I bought Jennifer's Body's movie ticket and while doing so, the person asked me "You're 18?" and I feigned a nonchalance "Yes". I managed to bluff my way through and sat for the movie. =D The movie was, very exciting. Megan Fox, undoubtedly sexy and beautiful totally attracted my attention even though I am a female. She was dazzling. =)


I find this mouse pad insanely cute, and since I needed one, I bought it.



And yes, I could not (and never) resist cute things.





I would say today was great. It's really simple, I don't need expensive trips or gifts or meals, just a day out with you by my side would be enough. Hope you feel it too, and I love you all the same.